My Life....

The hiatus start!

2009-02-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

I've just discovered this new facility here on facebook, the NOTE section, and am high influenced by a friend who is merely 20 years of age, whose insights and adage inspires me to dive myself into the cankering sound of rushing black keyboards, forming aphorisms I'd like to call my own.

decided to use it while waiting for my documents to be scanned and printed, scanned and printed, scanned and print (x 12337384623-5940 times)

In just one day, the preparation for university has slowly endowed me with these various qualities: Patience, meticulous, tech-savvy cosmopolitan IT girl. This is what i've been doing for the past 1 hour (and still counting towards the end of the day)-> Sieve material, scan, save, print, walk towards printer, open cartridge, place forms in order, pack them properly, return original documents. repeat the entire process over again till end..... i finally understand how factory workers feel.

I must have already used up the whole stack of HP everyday paper, 500 sheets (Swore for top quality), printing the 3 stacks of application materials, referral letters, awards, results, testimonials. Small price to pay to "lay out a bright path for thy own future" Sometimes i wonder "What am i complaining about?"

Anyway i've been procrastinating for far too long, always busy with tuition, work, dance, competitions, performance, 21st birthdays and what not. EUNICE CHEW! SNAP OUT OF IT!

So much effort put in with just a mustard seed grain of hope that one would get accepted for the as promised prestigious placement in the local university, bearing the dream of prestigious degree, prestigious job, title and due recognition in the years to come..... typical Singaporean dream "As quoted, Singapore Dreaming"

"people want to see what you're worth!" my mother says. So, everything is like a package? The world encompasses such fraudulence. Don't get me wrong, not being negative here. Merely stating the fact.

Yes, we humans look and favor "beauty", regardless of it's relativity. I guess that's how we were created, born and designed to seek out beauty.

Say, you make a friend. First thing that your senses pick up, is aesthetic chemistry. I'm not saying the person has to look exactly like Brad Pitt or have the appeal of Gwyneth Paltrow. We would be more apt to accept and be receptive to the person's advances as long as that person is presentable. Everyone, and i mean EVERYONE is guilty as charged of this demeanor. Nothing wrong about it hahah because we were born that way. We act that way even before our minds connect and sends a signal to our subconscious self that "Hey! you're being shallow here"

Say, you go to an interview or want to be chosen for a role in an action movie. Directors and cast managers are all about the looks. It takes only 5 secs for someone to form a first impression of you, and it lasts forever. (The rest is history) One is more likely to employ someone with clean cool cut, but not so impressive resume, than someone who has an IQ of 300 but comes in scrawny, disheveled, and wears no pants.

Humans are superficial:)

Everything is just a package. It comes and goes and passes like the wind. Why hanker?

Alright, i was rudely interrupted by 1) My mother's nagging and messing up my applications, 2)the empty printer ink, haix... why so much hindrance!! I just want to complete something this very moment and now i have to wait....

You know what they say, "If it's yours it'll naturally come to you"

My friend just shared her good news that she has just been offered a sponsorship. She's one of those kinds whom i realized, is always in favor of God's blessings. Good things come to her, just as bees are attracted to honey. Probably because she lives for God's words as well, always so sweet, nice, obliging. There was a period when we were classmates in school, i was often worried for her interpersonal skills with the rest in class. Her guileless and innocence stole hated stares and gossips about the way she did her presentations. I never told her about it for fear of hurting her feelings. I only pulled her away from those vipers vindictive snaps and took it upon myself to defend her in speech.

Why must people be so bad to each other? Although i am sometimes guilty of falling into an abyss of confrontations, i often feel terrible about it after that and make sure i end it well.

I hate to see conspicuous discrimination and do nothing about it. I still remember the awkwardness whilst entering class with a hateful mindset that everyone is bad and against such a kind doe deer. Sometimes i think i ponder too much and take upon unnecessary burdens, making myself so miserable. I finally realized she had the magnanimity to sieve out the unedifying comments and only "listen to the good things". I used to have such strong feelings of sympathy for her, being subjected to so much humiliation in class when all i could do to protect her is spit back the poison. Then i realized she was much stronger than myself. Stronger than anyone who judged her. I realized they were gossiping to cover up their own insecurities.

That's why god has his way of loving and providing for her. Be it relationships, studies, career. I can see he has a good plan, to guide and protect her. I'm comforted.

Birthday specials!

2008-10-25T22:43:00.010+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to Miss Liana Lim, my dearest FYP Team Mates, Cat and Cheryl dearies and especially my parents!

Haha this year's birthday's much too different from the past years, many pre-mature surprises, belated surprises and eventful actual day itself. This post is really belated as well! Up to my throat with FYP, school, projects, dance (and especially dance) and what nots:)

I'm so happy that my parents and church dearies gave me a special birthday surprise this year! before my birthday that i was so busy with mid point to do anything else! Yes, Final Year Project midpoint presentation on my birthday itself. Rather hectic. My parents and friends decided to celebrate for me before it all haha....

Best of all that commotion and hullabaloo, i didn't even suspect anything! Imagine, clad in pajamas, lying on my couch in the living room without a bra and watching TV awaiting dinner when everyone budged in! It was a lovely surprise and very thoughtful of them anyway :):) I LOVE YOU ALL!!

A day before my birthday, FYP team had to go source for installation materials all around beach road, Arab street and party shops! In the midst of playing, getting scratched by Lisa's finger nails, obtaining a new nick name NINI!! my fyp team mates actually found time to plan a surprise for me as well! I"M SO TOUCHED! i was an hour late for my midpoint meeting on the 15th and thank god they bought the cake without cream ahha! thank you my dears so much for the surprise, the VERY CREATIVE POEM, the planner and all your love! I LOVE YOU!

Thank you miss Florina for your special "GOAT" clip and note too:) AWWW:):)

My dearie St nicks cloud 9 gals Stella and Manda babes also gave me a surprise:) Thank you dearies for the Swensons treat and the birthday ice cream and the card that i was soooo blur throughout it all!

My heart goes out to Stella especially, despite her mother's hospitalization on that day itself, she still came to surprise me... My condolences for your lost. I really teared for you and your family, and i just want you to know that you have my and all our cloud 9 friend's support. I love you dear! :)

Then just yesterday, my classmates gave me a surprise card. Mastermind and creative director of it all was Miss Liana Lim hehe and her ingenious recycled birthday card tradition for all her friends! She was so sweet to ask everyone to sign and even burnt a poem twice before she got the burn edges right! Awwwwww i'm so touched! heheh

I honestly expected a quiet birthday with just myself and family having a meal together somehow in the midst of a busy FYP life, but you guys just add so much color into my life. Special thanks to all of you who msged, MSNed, facebooked and friendstered birthday greetings heh, Thank you for remembering! I thank god so much for all of this, i truly do appreciate all your efforts and am touched to the core by all your cares and concerns! It's because god's blessings that i have you guys with me that makes life worthwhile and so bearable!

*And you:) thank you for being the first to call me at 12midnight on the 15th haha, i really appreciate your "under the tree" phone calls heheh

FYP fund raising which thanks all my FYP team mates, was a great great great success! Thank God for the providence of 49 cars, lots of cash donations and abi's dad's sponsorship of materials and methods. Another special mention to Miss Liana Lim who so specially helped out, she specially got her hands and shirt and jeans dirty and her wholeself tired out helping us wash the cars! I'm so touched!!! AWWWW (i don't know how many times i'm going to say this man) ahaah Liana, one day you're going to get yourself a damn good husband to take care and love you like you love all your friends:):) i'm going to make sure you find that guy... and especially he must be able to support you and your rice and Chi Ko Pak habits all your life!!! wahahahah!

Arghhh that's the problem with not posting on time, too much details, too little patience to blog about it anymore hehe.... my fingers stop here for now as i drift off to a land of blue skies, windmills, rainbows and a svelte physique

2008-10-07T17:02:00.005+08:00

so what's up during the holidays? heh....BJs!!

BJS!!!

And More BJS!!

Did Tian Chang Di Jiu Concert...took Zhao Yong Hua

Press conference. We stayed at Intercontinental Hotel...the bed....was great!

Oh look! Pan Mei Chen and Sky Wu....

Miss Maisy and I.. Thank God for her company...:):)

Goofing around against the wallpaper we like so much!

Zhao and Bei-Ren-Da!! :):) So cute and funny!

The Power of Make up!

Suntec convention Halls 602-603

Have to entertain our guest while waiting for the Artist party....

The Manager, the artist, & the Make up artist...

I kinda had fun and gained a whole load of exposure to what goes behind the scenes for a major concert production...most of the crew were from esplanade....i was glad to be given the opportunity...and earn the extra moolahs:):)... things went pretty well besides the flight luggauge delay on the first day....I gave my very first Mustafa experience to this bunch of foreigners when they arrived because they had to gather their necessities like make up and brushes..... Seemed like a local foreigner with the foreigners in a foreign mustafa land....

Had to be at the venue from afternoon till night though and return home at 12 midnight on the dot....in the midst we met interesting people, bunk in the artist's room and learnt who's straight and who's gay in the chinese entertainment biz :P (bonus material)..... One thing i loved loved loved about this job...is the wonderful sheets in the hotel! OMG how do i even describe the bed..... you expect to just lie in it....instead you sink into its fabric and float to dreamland without even realising it.... I have decided to invest in a great bed! Fluffy pillows and a thick comforter.... any recommendations for brands?! :)

Nowadays FYP, school, dance and tuition are the most of what my life is made up off.... gosh.... need a breather....i have no time for anything else!! but busy is good haha....i hope things run smoothly from now on:):)

something sweet

2008-09-24T17:37:00.013+08:00

missing pictures i've yet to upload during the holidays!

Baybeats!!

Trip to JB, reliving the 3 numbnuts!!

Min min looks like a korean ACTOR! SO handsome!

Liquid kitchen...i like:))

FYP! Painting recycled bags

Eileen's farewell Party!

Film shot trial for Food Tasting!

They damn hilarious! See the guy on the RIGHT, he took all my photos! Good angles!

I didn't know you could do such things with a hoodie!!

Saturday morning at YMCA for a good cause..i like!

On a joy ride around singapore to xavier's birthday!

sent clara off to korea yesterday....will miss her!

One morning when i woke up, i received a really sweet message:

" Everytime i close my eyes, i see your sweet smile,

Every night i put on my ear piece, i hear your endearing laughter

You're like spring water that mourishes

And sunlight that give life

I'll be happy if you're as well..."

Thank you for making my day:)

Sometimes in life you just need the simple things to keep you alive and moving along throughout the stressful pressures of school and expectations of society. A simple get together with friends during the weekend, laughing and catching up what we all missed throughout days of their university livea or my FYP weekends, these that i never had time or thought was important to do when i was caught up with a relationship doomed to failure from the start.......silly me.... when i think about it now, all i can do is laugh.....

there are so much more important things waiting for me out there i thought were no longer existent.... sometimes it waits for you to fill up your heart and soul, we just never noticed...or cared...

But these things makes you grow, you know, great blows knock you hard to make you stop and reflect, whether you've been bad or good, why things ended this way, how we can improve.... sometimes i hate the heartache but i never regret the lesson, without which i wouldn't have been who i am today..... I thank God for the fruitful experiences, especially the strength he gives me to pull through the difficulties i put myself through.... silly me......

I'm thankful for the night calls sometimes, you make me laugh, especially the multi-tasking PSP and i'm amazed at how you always manage to sound like you're hosting a sports program even over the phone haha...keep up the good work!! thank you for all the concern:)

So there are friends around, to keep you going....Friends are a gift from god that i hope to keep for a long time, if not forever......I pray that all of us have sticky hands, so we'll hold on together....

Just a blast of melbourne.......:):)

2008-09-07T17:09:00.006+08:00

Just a blast of melbourne!!:):)

Loved the weather....loved the company....loved the experience.....:):)

2008-08-17T18:24:00.005+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!

Although only three weeks but still better than nothing.... last week of school was a mad rush with completing FYP proposal, i almost had a heart attack counting down to the 12pm dateline that frightful day because i found out at 1025am that i was supposed to be adding in the installation details. I almost wanted to skip arts management class that day just to complete the proposal....working between 2nd meeting, browsing websites for CV templates for class and looking up from my vigorous typing to answer the facil....omg...i almost went mad... but i'm proud to say I DID IT! proclaimed myself fastest fingers first!!! wahaha.... and the proposal got accepted! and i obtained an A for that day *Tweeze*!!!

Anyway... i don't tink i'll miss the stressful school days with fake faces of smiling and yadayada negativity.... this holiday is much called for and i have the whole lot planned ahead for the next three weeks, everyday is packed... and i'm glad... more things to do that means less idle time for rotting away at home... counting down the days.... i'm flying off on the 21st this coming thursday... T3 coffee bean last minute meeting and briefing plus lugging of suitcases and itnery.. honestly, i'm not very excited about it... more of like i don't know what to expect of this school trip... not like the time in SP to Malacca... all my best friends whom i know i will have a good time with.... Pray PRAy PRAY!! this $1100 SGD gotta be worth it....

LAst day of school last minute photoshoot....Miss curly hair Van Van owes me a bubble tea for the last minute notice!!:)

Piles of unhygenic make up...

Very nice photo shoot set up:) with the hunks and babes of RP and Poster Boy rong wei's information of music and sponsorship... good to pass time waha!

Cutie Majori's blazer! Pinned to fit her small frame... she's so uber cute!!!!

Grab the photos at OSG webby later.... Then we had the outdoor shoot...I'D BE MORTIFIED!!! we were told to jump up... shan't explain the horrifying details, those who were there will know...wahah...

Dearie Klarie made these cute things!! OMG....the icing's perfect!

She green-heart me.... i red-heart her... awwwww

It's kinda sad that only towards the end of the 16 weeks of arts management class did i get a chance to know the few numbnuts in that class better, namely- klaire,ai-de (short one) etc, they are damn funny and always sing K-box in class...Ling hui even brought her mike to school! omg... really making full use of the school facilities before we leave RP for good.... hahaha... hmmm reflecting on my perceived image before- was i too fierce? was i too serious? dull face jane who never laughed except at cynical remarks? or perhaps i was too caught up at achieving and doing presentations plus shooting down those half sharpened arrows by lazy bums blabber mouth hoping to get a better grade, not by doing work, but by making unsolicited comments which doesn't make sense to the whole class.... anyway, i'm all these for what?..... end of 16 weeks, i find myself with the cheese i've always wanted... or so i thought.....

CISCO GIRLS!

Me and Sam went to work at the 12th infocomm exhibition at Suntec city convention hall last thursday..(i missed dance!:() we both broke our shoes!!!!

TA-DA! Cisco booth and the survey forms almost drown me haha.... what a flutter.... SAM! You got featured on zhao bao when the minister came hehe! my half a head was featured too cos i was too engrossed in packing the surveys....

After which we went to Ministry of Food for Jap food... ramen course was alright, but the confusing discount details was damn jialat.... ambience was princessy... the best thing i liked... was this pot of tea.....haha

Sam ah sam.... you're damn funny lah... go shopping also must sms your friend see whether can buy or not hahahah then we went for a panties rampage!!! wahahhahahah we were choosing the smallest sizes amongst a rack of oversize panties that would drop once you wear it wahahah... sam still say she didn't want to wear PANTS instead of panties.... omg.... enough juicy details... i'm laughing as i'm typing this... Point is.... i laughed till i rolled on the floor of Top Shop... embarrassing!!!! SAM i hope you can fit into them... otherwise your poor mother have to wear those fanciful underwear!

rushing to complete the entry and go for my jog before it turns too dark!!!

This is tuition kid, mr penguino clarenco... and his baby brother hehe....

Everytime i scold you and you giggle with this nonsense smile.... hai... i really don't know what to do with you....

Movies!! It's been 100230493059 months since i last went for a real movie screening... haha... saturday at PS watching LOVE GURU.... damn funny!! i was laughing my butt off and the whole seat was shaking...hehe.... see the enclosed...obvious HIS dirty camo cream fingers... eeeee... hehe... thanks for the movie and sorry for hogging the pop corns!!!

Went to DIASO... and spotted alot of interesting stuff.....including this penguin water fliter!! it flaps it's flappers when moved left to right.....so cute!!! hehe

DANGER. BEWARE. DANGER. BEWARE. EAT AT YOUR OWN RISK. MA LA BAN MIAN at lavender food square......

The soup was practically filled with chilli.... the residue left after your sip up your soup is the chilli seeds... how can it not be spicy beyond belief...but the feeling is out of this world man.... florence and the rest were so marvelled at my rose red plumpy lips and the tears streaming out of my eyes as i ate this work of art..... the flakes at the side of the bowl were the chilli flakes... i must have looked like a mad lady crying, laughing and eating all at the same time!!!

Ahhhh well, sunday is rest day.... more to come in the next week... tuition... tuition.... and more tuition everyday till i fly off.... packing to do..... Mom has promised to go city plaza with me tmr!!! excited..... came past these tube dresses..... i think i got affected by SAM haaha must take picture and ask friend.....which one nicer?

Got alot of movies from my friends..... sure got things to do during holidays hehe.... i know i love it....XOXO!

2008-08-10T23:23:00.014+08:00

I'm excited! i'm excited! Because it's the last week of school.....and everyone knows it well.... prove of RP student's self proclaimed holidays....just the two of us, Jane and me on arts marketing problem 15!!

After Dance class on thursday, half of me was hot and sticky with all the sweat, half of me feels icy and cold.... self-reproach system why i cannot forget and get over things even after the other half has clearly moved on.... I'm a silly girl.....

BUT.... when God closes a door...obviously a bad one with loose hinges, he opens a window, with the smell of roses outside....dinner at Chomps with Dearie Jo (never fails to perk me up! :) Love ya! with Mr BRIAN Lim Dao Qing (Drink Soya Sauce?!) and Paul was hilarious from the beginning till he fetched us home! :):)

All Squashed up behind! Me on Soya Sauce and Jo on me....Thank God no police on that day...

Boy, we could seriously consider joining Subaru "20 in one car" contest....we really squeezed like mad!! Poor Soya Sauce, he couldn't feel his legs when he got out of the car! i seriously should lose some weight.... working on it :X

It's in times like these where you need friends like them to cheer you up... they are like the tissues who soak up your tears.... either ways i'm greatful for the concern where i needed it most, no matter who it was...when i was sick, when i was sad.... i'll really return the favor and be there for you guys too!! :):)

I'm excited! I'm excited! Because NDP was finally here! I DID have a blast of my 2008!! (so far that is:))

We met early that day... early for once!!! haha.... preparing for NDP was the usual playing, laming, goofing, eating, drink half soden isotons that looked like yellow pee....haha!

My 2 NDP besties: Mabel and Joanne:):) What would NDP life be without them?--> Boring...Thank GOd for these 2 numbnuts!

Our Choco-Mocha ice cream lip stick before we went....XOXO

Where we specially dumped our barangs together and made special arrangements with Soon-to-be numbnut-in-law Victor CFX hehe....

Who could forget our aunties gang! They are so much fun haha with all their shared experience with life... Tampon jokes!! and hip knocking before we enter the performance arena.... fun!

Uncle Eric, whom i so happen to know so many years ago when i was so a Fat little nyumphet in St Nicholas.... haha he taught me my first slapping ladders and Mambo number 5.... the world is so small!

All rehearsing.... and three of us just didn't care :p

Donning on the macdonalds outfit...all set to go!

Time to line up to the floating platform!

On the way we heard some really funny songs like "old macdonalds and Dang wo men tong zai yi qi".... hmmmm sang by the enthu aunties whom mabel labelled as "The Minnie Mouse Club"!!

The many times pass Kenko and it's medical smell of feet......how could i forget....

Road block! Road block! I took pictures till i banged into 3 cones!

Nation queueing up to enter the performance area.... those lucky people...

Entering the backstage of floating platform!

All performers getting ready.... Jean Danker's army truck!

And then there were the Sexy leggy cheer leaders...

And the international cuties who reside in Singapore....

The Grey curtains! Just 5mm that seperates us from the performance platform and hundreds of audiences!!!...............Guess who's looking Jo ;)

Ladies and gentlemen! Introducing: Line Dance segment!! (Open curtain and FASTER RUN OUT!!)

While running out....... still managed to take a snap with my handphone camera! Could only manage to sneak in this:X

And there was it, just 5 minutes of performing.... after 6 months of rehearsals! I attended the first floating platform performance last year.. This year i'm here again... just on a different side of the stage....such an invirogating experience i'd never forget... performing on across the field for my nation fills me with such patriotic spirit.... haha who says we can't help if we're not in the army!! there's still dance!! hehe.....

All sweaty and Hyper after the performance, back beneath the platform again..... hmmm line of officers and flag beariers... wonder if Cousin Edwin and his fellow scholars were amongst them....Singapore's Elites!

There we were, hiding in the toliet and changing.... shan't explain why, least we get arrested because of my untactful words:p

We found seats at the green Zone!!

It was raining slightly... everyone had their red pon-chos on....Talk about Singapore Spirit...

We have our special pon-chos too okay.... hehz

Contingents....Although as compared to the preview of Olympics 08 opening ceremony the day before.... NDP was not much of a spectacle....but...still good:) Neat contigents....

SAF Special Accapella! Jeremy is in there! On the left of Jacintha....She's good.....He's good.....:):)

Marikita!!

black Hawks just leaves me gasping for air because their performance was spectacle! I don't know why i was still having a bantle of little girl cries and squealms when i saw them fly across since i've already seen it every week.... the atmosphere and acknowledgment that you're in NDP itself speaks vast difference in perceived sight!!

Standing to welcome President Nathan....

Three Flowers.... Under our costumes for protection from the rain....

Performance officially began... as i carefully featured NDP happenings with my trusthy Camera phone which i've been growing fond of increasing as it journys with my "experditions":)...Notice the change of the sunlight....

Finally CFX came with our bags, clothes and food!! Change! Mabel... he's good:)

Joanne came to sit with me, giving the couple a little time on their own while both of us filled the front seats with our girlish screams of excitement and photo taking....

Well then of course, what's national day without the FIREWORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Bleh... failed attempt to capture the fireworks background....

YAY!!! offically ended NDP 08.... Aftermath was so much more interactive than the year before, they had DJ spinning heats while the performers jammed on the platform.... cool!

Love birds! I wish you all the best!! Get hitched next year on National Day! Get married on national Day! Give birth on National day every year till you've grown tired and weary of family life! :):) 0908 is such a special date for you guys i'd buy the date for you if it hadn't already belong to our country waha!

And for the record............he blinks again.....waha!

Ahhh.... three beauties.....NDP Blast 2008.......:):) LOVES!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO....I know i love it.....;)

Need a break!!!!

2008-08-01T16:19:00.006+08:00

Spell bound: Him or her!! haahaha hope these two finally find true love with each other....

Two little numbnuts sitting on the wall...

Ignite 09

Ignite stage hands and the Brownie girls!

OMGawd! Awesome stage! We had bands like Electrico, Ngak and Clement, Flybar coming in

Very Very muddy feet....

Clowning, in the bathroom....Farhana doing striptease dance....oh yea....

Ah Kong... I know how to coil wires ok! better do your job properly otherwise someone sit on you and break your hand again!!! ;P

Sick.........

I hate the viral infections and wreck it causes my body... please, someone just do away with the medication that takes forever and introduce a jab that reduces all the formality... i wish my trainee friend Dr Wang Z.K could come out with this sort of antibiotics that could last like 100 years so the humanitarian system never fails..........obviously the little yellow pill that i drown down with 800ml of vitamin C charged redoxgen still flows through my veins.... talk about a even more potent medication, how can my body even take it.....

Probably due to stress, changing weather, especially the recurring lack of sleep because of the events...President Visit, Ignite, Fyp 1-> transfering to Fyp 2 proposal submission, School, NDP, 3 dosage of stressful and rageful tuition for Penguino Clarenco.... Driving me nuts... need a break!

Vienna by BillyJoel comforts me during this time of sickness. I don't know why the body reacts so differently when you're ill, like your metabolism, blood flow rate and hearbeat becomes slower, you even think, eat and shit slower than before...Does tis work as a sign and protest of my body that it needs to rest?.... Okay, a week of Australia coming right up this August.... Not before the fund raising and loads of tuition replacement for clarence's CA2 preparation.... This primary 3 boy cannot read the clock and count the calender months for nuts!!!!!

Thank you for keeping me accompany during these days, when i'm sick, you msged me even when you're in camp to make sure i drank enough water and felt better... really appreciate it :))

I think i'm having a fever as i type this now... waiting for FYP members to finish their UT and meet up at the library with supposed supervisor.....hope all goes well.... Pray...Pray...Pray!

Uploaded with credits to James Hong Kam Gong:))

2008-07-24T01:34:00.008+08:00

Trimmed my hair!! Treatment is so cheap and good! $60 for my length and i'm still feeling the protein till now! finally found a fantastic source:))

Been obsessed with doing FYP these days... finally G301 is completed... now for G302.... new grouping....i'm starting to see another side of people that i've never seen before.. rather disappointing since i never expected her to be like that.... oh well.....

Final Submission mess! Report and Documentation tired....

didn't sleep till 7am yesterday morning in a rush to complete media writing article on Colbar... challenge, but satisfying once upon completion..:)

Someone from school just called me....i don't know how he got my contact in the first place....i cannot stand male chauvinistics....please stop bugging me, please don't call me again if you're reading this... it's disturbing....

My friends are telling me of their jungle training in camp.... i thank God again that i'm a girl... no straineous exercise that i can't take... sad to say, i think i'll end up being one of those girly squeamish females who worry whether their nails would break or fret about mozzies....I bet guys would love it if girls were in camp....and they looked like that:

haha... take care at camp!

NDP coming soon.. can't wait for the fire works days!

There's this stench underneath the platform recently... must be mabel..!!

Mabel and her crazy antics.... "wait! Listen to this.....prrraaaaaaaaaa"

My cousin got married! Been so long since i last went for a wedding ceremony, officially....

Beautiful bride:) look like plain Jane beside her.... it's so different when you've found "the One"

Mum missed the morning tea ceremony because we got the time mixed up... as usual she was in her fluster self.... but my cousin and her husband made sure it was an even more elaborate offering during their wedding dinner instead....Grand Shanghai was such really an experience, with it's 1900s shanghai essence, individual dish servings, live Jazz band and Shanghainese Singer.... nuff said... i'm going back there again for a romantic get away sometime:)

Grey Silk Toga dress for the morning ceremony.....Love the curls! Mummy makes a skillful hairdresser!

Preparing for the grand night dinner....Paris inspired LBD

Yue Shanghai

Pretty cousy eileen:)Going UK for her degree soon.... i wanna fly there too...

It's true that when you're in love, you'll glow... It's true that when somebody loves you, and you're meant for each other, things would be smooth sailing because you guys were meant to be together.... Cousin-in-law confirmed this theory when he said he encountered nothing but green light traffic throughout his wedding day... they look so fortunate, loving and blissful together... i wish them a blessed and blissful marriage throughout their lives......:))

Dearie Jo went to Colbar with me to gather information:) Thank God i had company, because the place was sooo dark and right in. Plus it started raining and my camera broke down halfway... gosh.... had to make do with my camera phone...

Off Portsdown road....

Had much fun and laughter that night....especially the LVs! hehe.....

This plain menu holds 165 choices of cuisines and beverages!!!

Osage exhibition at Mount Sophia... Mei hui's face was uber fitting into Mao's historical saga!
Dear Mrs Mao:))

Fortunately, this is her real face!! haha

School schedule's the ultimate.... just had the President's Visit in school yesteryday. Had the honor to meet and greet him, representing my class with the Yellow Ribbon Project Collaboration...:) Great experience. It helped that me and min jia had meet Mr Nathan during Pre-U seminar last year.... It was certainly an honour....skewing OSG for the pictures!!

Going to sleep now.... presentation and dance tomorrow.... recharge!

2008-07-01T22:25:00.004+08:00

(feather duster, clears dust, spiderwebs, broken down window frames and everything old that you can associate with...)

Yea, been busy with FYP during the holidays...not too busy i'm afraid. we're probably the least busy group. Starting to get worried because everyone has a venue to publicise, postcards to give out. We're the only team who got people to come to us not we to them. I don't know whether to be worried of happy we took this approach. Anyway.... better do a better report....500 words including personal and peer evaluation.... facilitators are nuts....

Holiday of 2 weeks ain't any type of holiday at all. The most i felt- more exhausted because of all the running i've been doing during the stint for flipside Esplanade and Singapore Arts Festival. But all's well. i had fun with my artists from Rhode Island. It's really great to know people all over the world. finally got to communicate with people from that side. The last most closest contact i had with Rhode Islanders dates back 4 years ago on Miss Congenality with Miss Rhode Island and her flaming Batons.... Big Nazo group....what can i remember when i think of them....sweat and rubber smell that filled the tentage for those 3 days.... gosh.. the volunteers had it all... The heavy 12 bags of costumes they brought along full of rubbery contents which they don on day to day.

Mind you, the artists were like old enough to be my parents. I'm glad they didn't faint or suffer from heat stroke especially in the June Heat...They left me with 4 CDs, shampoo and a shirt. Lovey people and i'm going to visit them in the states!

Stardust Dance sport Competition at Orchid Country Club on the 29th- We won!!!! 2nd runner up that is:) really such an eye opener. we were really novice compared to those professional latin dancers. Wonder how long, how much sweat and blood, how many hours of trainings, how many trips to lavendar dance studio before achieving that standard..... apparently our dance routine was really neat, hence beating the rest of the show dance competitors. There was even a trophy!

I saw you, strutting away your waltz, tango, quick step and i was carried away... I saw you once and found the familar face... i have a goal to dance to....each dance step i take, to see you again, in the october dance sport....

We went there at 9 to register and stomp the dance floor. Were gagged instead because all of them were so darn good. Me and Yi Chun reaffirmed our fears, its really always good to share the same thoughts, especially fears with another human being. Good thing we were shocked that morning, so we practiced even harder and bagged the prize. Complacency really is man's downfall. I pray our dance group never ever end up in even a mild contentment of our very slight achievement and strive to do even better

NDP pract every saturday at the floating platform...hot....with our extremely horrendous macdonlads costume....This year's national day is going to be really memorable;) No complains though, cos i'm dancing....

Ever since the start of school, i have been a public commuter...not the most pleasant thing in the world. I've been a pampered brat in the past.... but surprisingly i'm earlier than ever! With blacker eyes and sleepier compositions of course. I feel as if i haven't slept in 2 weeks...cna't seem to have dreamless nights....glad there's no school tomorrow.... glad there's no more tension nor stress to pract for competition....pushing FYP write up to tomorrow...Tuition at night tmr as well..oh gosh....

I wanna lose 10 kg.....
I wanna dance latin professionally
I want NDP to be a blast of my life
I want dance to be intergrated in a part of my life and soul like music was..
I want 4.0 GPA
I want a cloudy day with wind, wheat fields, cotton sleeveless smock, long curly hair, half pulled up socks....
I want smiles with that special someone
I want painless feet in 3 inch heels
I want crampless periods
I want University degrees without stress
I want dreamless nights

I want to learn the violin
I wanna dive in the Maldives before it disappears

I want faster internet speed so i can download the damn pictures all at one shot.....

2008-06-01T00:52:00.004+08:00

Latin Rock and Roll Dance team

Yes, Momentum's finally over! Latin rock and roll was a blast. All the 2 whole months of intensive training finally paid off. No wrong steps with ZiJian- although i never really mentioned it, i must thank him for being so patient with my Diva-dance style like temprement whenever we had to come for practice as early as 9am and, whenever i cursed beneath my breath(really soft-shits and crap) when he stepped on my toes or forget a step and lifted me like a giant watermelon. Performance night was fine-not fantabulously great but it was a relieve because we did almost everything right, and i got to watch the other dancers, twice.

Getting ready

Salsa sexys and lady bird rocker

Personal hairstylist-eileen:)

I love my parents. I'm glad i invited them for the first night. I could see mummy really enjoyed the dance shows when she excitedly spoke of it through supper that night. The one thing i really thank God for, is her ability to put herself into any other's shoes and understand how they felt and appreciate people's hard work. Though not a dancer herself, she could feel the sweat and blood of all the dancers throughout the night when she describe how effortless the moves looked onstage- wavering the months of continuous training, emotional and mental discipline all dancers went through. Dad was critical though, about the sounds and lighting. Technical comments from a technical mind. Can't blame him for being unfeeling if that's the way he's born. Appreciate his concerns and help everytime to ferry me to rehearsals. Cliche as it may sound, without my parents, or any parents so to speak- there'd be no artist. No money for dance lessons, no food for norishment, no support for events , no love, care and concern which every artist needs.

Baoyasurus- she's good! For a Chinese Indian Dancer:)

Thanks Sean for the planner. it's really timely since i've started tuition and dance rehearsal haha. Really appreciate the support. I know you enjoyed the NUS and SA dance movements;) really rare that guys can understand the meaning behind dances. Half of your species fall asleep or simply take note of the SFX LCD lights that goes throughout the show:) Artist thinks an Artist does!

Thanks Eugene, for the night rides home and dance practice shoes, email drafts to advisors for my absence in annual general meetings, free drink treats, sacarstic remarks, discussion plans etc. Seriously this facilitator goes the extra mile to make things good and i honestly appreciate it.

I still remembered the performance paranioal, and post-performance hyperventilation madness back in st nicks where we all screamed and shout, cheer and jump about still in our cake-heavy make ups and ridiculous costumes, running down the hallway of jubilee hall or school theatre, carrying flowers given by friends who were forced to purchase our 10 compulsory-must-sell tickets. It was a great emotional destress and release after LD performance each time when months and months of rehearsals suddenly came to an abrupt stop and you know that this is it, the end of the show well done-okay so what do we do now?

Perhaps because i've been there, done that, i didn't really feel the spirit of hyperness during the two days of momentum, although i should have, it wasn't that excruciating. Perhaps because both days were a school days. Full school dates, mind you. Yea. No excuse to leave class early because of performance rehearsals-worst still, we had to stay back for FYP mid-point presentation on the first day(gosh, the timing is really bad isn't it? Module chairs.... do someting about it). Perhaps because of the nagging feeling at the back of your mind that there's school the next day, there is another event the next day that you've got to prepare for. It just leaves no room for wasting time feeling like a little girl anymore. I think i have to admit, i'm finally feeling the 20s. I'm finally getting older. I'm finally going to become the sour prune that all adults become once they've reached of age. I'm not loving it though.

Competition of latin show dance on 29th June. I'm glad of this opportunity to look forward to. Dancing just reserves that special priviledge of feeling-simply special. Moving with the music and technique done just the right amount of movement and effort just makes me want to dance somemore. It's like piano, shitty the practice but a joy for that 2 minute show-time to the audience. It's a luxuary, not a commodity.

Festival Maze at Raffles City Shopping Centre

Singapore arts festival is here once again. YES! I've got AMJAD tickets on the 20th June. I expect a real good show. hope it blows me away. Shift to do at raffles place tomorrow. after church, which i need to go badly and repent for my sins. Seek refuge? I think i'm more guilty of it as a dumping ground for my guilt, prayers and solace. Should think of it more as a palace of solace, redemption and honorary depiction of one of the few miracles on earth.

2008-05-19T13:45:00.002+08:00

Okay... i'm feeling like crap nowadays... don't ask me to think positively like i used to.... a pillar of support is suddenly gone....maybe not really a huge support, more like one year and 9 months of your life is gone.... like a slice of meat taken out of your body.... surely one can be gracious enough to allow for recuperation.... i hate this feeling..... every lyric of a love song i hear is dripping with disdain... everything around me remains me of you....the places we used to frequent...although i know things can never be the same again, just two very different people transpassing each other's life... many strangers come and go, we just happen to stay a little longer, only to find out we were wasting each other's time.....

Yes, i've been feeling damn emo and lashing out in spurs of moments, little incidents i used to not bother about. Year 3 is stressful with facilitators eyeing on us, especially one-> i suggest, you should include in your stringent diet, more bounts of vegetables, it really helps you grow taller so you can refrain from breathing down our backs and poking your nose in our affairs, trying your utmost best to make life miserable for all of us, you're not helping, grow up and get over yourself.

Arghhh, projects, projects and endless piles of work to be completed... FYP mid point presentation just days away... Media writing interview waiting for confirmation from my main character... Please faster reply me! I've scheduled you for the past 2 weeks yet still no confirmation, are you curing cancer or something?

Okay, so we aspire to be great writers who inspire those in the world... providing positive reinforcements.... ya ya ya... there's tons of books in the library encouraging broken hearted souls like you and myself so that we see a brighter light and have hope........ come on, with hope lies greater expectations which we would eventually get disappointed, yet again........ I so want to read a book that tells me the truth of the despicable world we live in and scurry with our little lives that we don't care what's around you, and sadly those around you......... i appreciate an author's effort to transfer knowledge of truth rather than fantasy which i've already outgrown from Cinderalla and Sleeping beauty.........

Famous Quotes and phrases... (see if you can guess the original fake ones)

Life is like a pile of shit
You never know what good you're ever gonna get

When life gives you shit
Make Shitty face and shitty pies

Life usually doesn't have a happy ending
If it's still good, it means it isn't the end...hold on..... you'll see

Every Cloud has a sliver lining...... before it starts to rain...real bad...

At the end of the rainbow lies a pot of gold......yea... LIES....

Life is not a bed of roses..... It's a bed of roses, torns, bugs and shit as fertilisers that make you grow...

Smile and the world will smile at you......you mean LAUGH at you....

Customers aren't always right.....but they usually are..... end of discussion...... or end of your job

For every good deed you do, you're making a huge change in someone's life.... to make an even bigger change to your reputation, society standing, praises and security which makes you feel better about yourself....

I'll be able to forget, put the past down, i won't cry again, it won't hurt again..... all in good time...

2008-03-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been on a train, travelling alone, glancing out of the windows to enjoy the view, reminiscing of your past, planning your future and thinking of the people you used to have fun with- secondary school pals, vague primary school memories, cousins whom you used to be so close to and suddenly when all hits puberty, you only see them once per year during chinese new year......all good, all good, when suddenly you're interrupted abruptly by some small snortel; a very slight nasal sound, some sort of............snore....... then you look toward the direction of the disconcerting source,

2008-03-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

Random night of randomness to random files and random laughter. It was one of those emotional nights when you're all alone at home and no one to talk to, you had an afternoon nap and just can't get to sleep your mind just starts wandering about the streets just outside your home, about the poor children in Afghanistan, about the activities planned for tomorrow to fill your day; but at the end of it all you just feel so alone,

(scene change, lights out, backstage crew to pull set props away, main lead sits on the floor wearing white translucent night gown, sad music fades in, LX spot light 15 degrees channels in on main lead)

Its always great to have really entertaining friends around cos you can always count on them to cheer you up with their crazy entics no matter what time, or where, or even through what medium. It's like their minds are made of stainless steel jingling screws, those kind you see in pens, that spring up whenever you press the click shut. It just springs up and up with that never ending energy (reminds me of kingkoll advertisment) SERGEANT terence is one of them. We were talking about fame and pretty ladies websites. i can't remember what we were mumbling about online when he suddenly sent me this:

haha.... my house was wrecked with what seems like a baby gurgle at 3am in the morning, one room, one light, one computer, one soul, one laughter.... Thank you for making me smile when i needed the humour:)

ok ok, let me do the expressive, entertaining, facile yakking that awards ceremonies have to endure: Thank my mother who obviously gave birth to me, thank you my advertising company Terence.CO who doesn't know my full name, thanks to Corel Paint Shop Pro via Jasc software who so successfully allow Hoi Polloi's to create the most sophisticated edition of posters and image editing that changed the lives of many. (speaking of personal testimony)

2008-02-19T13:53:00.007+08:00

This Feb started with celebrating mom's unofficial birthday once it struck 12 midnight! Cream puffs and a candle for a surprise is delightful!! Happy birthday My Fair Mummy!!

She's happy! 1st feb embarks new start of holiday and work:) Went to DXO for a session of dancing with Rai after mum blew off the candle.

She says "reminds me i'm one year older"--> She'll always be as young and pretty as 18 in my eyes. My best friend and counselor -->LOVE MY MOM!

On the bus to MINDS

i had a meaningful Saturday volunteering at MINDS. Fun teaching them to read, make new year cards and spread the cheer and joy of the lunar celebration:) the beneficaries are really fast learners and creative too! They can speak more languages than i can!

New year card:)Designed and created all by themselves!

Fellow volunteers

We even had our very own "Lou Hay" session!

We played Bingo, made sentences and shared new year goodies plus a bus ride back full of laughter and stories:) It's heartening to see so many youths putting in so much effort in making a difference and sharing joy to the beneficaries even for a day.

Join qizhen and Hana for Chest Nuty Bang Bang after that. "Baby where you get this body from!" hahahah great stress relieve! Parody and puns of just the right amount! Was really tired though and slept through the intermission (to hana and qizhen: Yes! I'm sleeping beauty!)

Now CNY was spent doing the spring cleaning and cooking and as usual me and mom spent a whole day clearing out the mess and trash while dad, greg and gab disappeared with cases of their own stuff to handle--> bad excuses!

Ta-da! Sharks fin! Tastes especially good when you make it yourself! Not bad on my first attempt!

Evidence of the last minute groccery shopping with mummy few nights before. It's darn heavy! where are the men!!

Had fun clearing the place with mummy dearie though, in the midst of packing, she always managers to tickle my funny bone and make me laugh like a baby:)

OMG! Unglam snap shot while i was mopping the floor!

Official celebration of mom's birthday at a korean family restraurant in novena was fantabulous! The service and food deserves 2 thumbs up. They practically serve, slice the food and feed you

Ginseng Chicken soup--> For the ladies, good complexion, Strength and vitality for the men, dig in!

Korean culture takes their meals seriously. A single meal consisting 10 small appetiser dish, individually prepared with a certain way to consume and a certain direction to eat from. It takes like an hour to finally finish "appreciating" our food. (And we haven't even start on the main course!) Now this is when eating becomes a form of art. Amazing!

i especially like their long chopsticks and spoons. I'm a sucker for intricate details

Real traditional hot coal bbq within a westernized modern wok

Pot of Ginseng

I like my meat medium rare!! Omg it's SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!

Army boys, you know what this is :)

Birthday Gatherings are great for catching up and family bonding. Great meal, great company in the whole wide world, blessed:) When she's happy, we're happy:)

Was graciously invited to party at st james Movida with erwin and gotham's handsome bartenders that night. Great music and salsa moves plus a glance at taiwanese 5566 pop star made my night!! Didn't realised it was him till i came outta the restroom and he smiled at me hahaha, meng zhe is so darn cute!!

he can't take the waterfountain!! haha

p.s i'm sorry i left the rose behind.....it was really sweet though, thanks hon! :)

i kid you not, Reuben's justin timberlake mooves with his matching hat makes the women go "crrrrrrrrrrrrrrr"

Assigned from day 1 of CNY for Huayi Festival at the esplanade. Taiwanese Puppet troupe I Wan Jan were my babies!

EY Jina my assistant for the festival:) Smarty pants RGS, RJC student really good companion throughout the entire event, laughing,learning and pouring out our stories. Life won't be as good without you girl:)

Our first group of artist: Jing Chen, Chiao Wei, Liang ge, Shu-jen (Shi Mu:)) Lovely people who are friendly, caring, jovial banter of their obsession with the MERLION and gentlemenly demeanor . 10 days with them is like 10 days with family. They even invited jina and me to taiwan this october for visiting! We're flying over folks!

First night of CNY was spent at Waterfront Canopy Esplanade for stage set up and sound check.

was fortunate enough to catch new year's fireworks! Somehow the novelty wears off.....after viewing fireworks countless times for the past few years at the same location. But, still good:)

For an outdoor location, the performance was rather well-received! Every single day there were tons, both young and old crowded at the benches, filling up spaces once the stage lights went on and the puppetiers staged their comedy. Almost like england's "Punch and Judy" but it was more romeo and juliet style, in a mixture of English, Mandarin, cantonese, hokkien and french. YES, french! This group travels from spain to mexico to germany to europe and goodness knows which part of the world with their infamous LOVE's DESTINY performance. Chiao wei lends his animated voice for the entire performance, picking up an international language with simple phrases like Merci and thank you; paced with traditional hand sewn puppets and chinese music, it drew laughter and tears of mirth from our audience:)

Jing Chen teaching the kids hand puppetry tricks. Me and Jina had a go at it too! Fun, fun fun!!

CNA came over to film the crowd on the second day.

Look at these shoes! every hand-carved detail is amazing! Even the patterns on the puppet's clothes are hand-sewn by the troupe's Shi Fu- Li Chuang Tsian. He's a feisty, well-learned old man of 65 full of exhuberance and so willing to share his experience and knowledge with jina and myself. On the day we picked him up from the airport, the cab driver even asked for his autograph.

The audience were really captivated by the performance some came back for the 10 days of show! we had 2 performance time slots each day, 8pm-830pm and 930pm-10pm. There was a lady with a pet rabbit who came almost every day. Die-HART fan, really.

It was so crowded, there was a woman who apparently collided into a tree, bumped her head and fell onto the floor bleeding. First time i saw Front of House officers scrambling to her rescue like professional Rescue workers. What a night. An ambulance came shortly. What a night. i found out Front of House officers have to go through thorough First Aid training. Esplanade really takes no chances and equip their workers with ALL the necessary skills. i understand why they announce "you can now enjoy the performance in confidence and safety"

Throughout the 12 days of assignment when there was really nothing better to do, Jina and I cam-whored like crazy...........

Carl's Junior "As-Big-As-Your-Face" Burger with Jina's chilli Fries, hot tea and a very broken wrapper;P

Locker key 167. I took her first time!! (clubbing experience,that is)

We even managed to capture Chingay LIVE!!

Met this international performer(the one with the face) and took pictures with his multi-personel!

Jina: OMG! What's that THING?! so scary!!

Yea, preview of formula 1 race car.......all the way to the left, my shutter skills wasn't fast enough:(

Finally it was time to say goodbye, they even invited us to a hearty steamboat dinner! What darlings!

SAying bye bye to the 2 very GENTLEMENT Uncle Liang and Jing Chen. Twiddle Dee and Twiddle Dum Taiwanese Style. Seriously they were the jokers of the troupe. I'm missing them already!!

So long farewell at the airport. The Best group i've ever taken so far! LOVE YOU FOLKS!!

This period of CNY is filled with event happening simultaneously i lost count. In the midst of rushing for work and CNY visiting, Gabriel left for australia..............

.....2 outings on valentines:)......

Love Fried Mars Bars with K.L... Thanks sweetie!!

He was supposed to be serenading me.....he looks rather constipated instead!! hahah so cute!!

Sean's Red rose he bought from a couple, thanks for the sweet gesture:)

Rose, Ice kachang and the Mr Johnny story. i bet sean's gonna be a future creative director ;)

Although i was working on the 14th, really appreciate the company, well-wishes from fellow lonely souls;p as well as roses. Made my day completely. Thank dearies!!! LOVES

I especially love love love this cute chipmunk......Thank you sweetie!!!! hugging it to sleep every night!! Eat your hearts out, it's sleeping beside me every single night waha!

Now that assignment is finally over, i have time to make up for all the delayed outings.

Love these braids! Still remember back in St nicks for a period of time i used to come to school with different braids everyday, they call me the dutch lady "milk maiden" -_-"

We look like primary school kids acting cute!!

That's my boyfriend, Mr. Humty Dumpty. Have you met him before? He's so handsome:)

And this, "baby", is pale face for you:)..............

Ahhhh finally i've updated this blog, least it becomes just a picture entourage of SPEECHLESS events.... going to sleep now....:)

2008-01-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

2008-01-28T13:58:00.000+08:00

2008-01-16T13:58:00.000+08:00

finally updated the last few batches of photos. Let's see the stuff i've been up to recently:

Bored at the Job every weekends: "Hello Sir, I'm calling from loansupermart and would like to find out if you would like to refinance your housing loan for a lower interest rate if you're not under lock-in we have packages from all 10 banks including the likes of DBS, OCBC......."

Haha, usually clients are rather courteous to turn us down, only a few mad and paranoid ones who think we're stalking them. Recently one of the client who apparently also does the same business as my company tried to "diao wo zhou", saying they need people with sweet voices that makes people comfortable and asking coverage charge for my present company and offering more incentives etc etc...Oh gosh, insane... Although money does make the world go round, whatever happened to business ethics? I thanked him for the compliments and he left his number i'll never call ,bearing the verse "men shall not live by bread and water alone" in mind.

audrey's My hug is priceless portrait! on her 19th birthday, one young girl's strong aspiration and believe.......haha

Regent Extravagence 07!

Kids gone wild!

Ahh yes, i was blessed enough to be invited together with audrey dearie to host Regent secondary's Prom night event with organizer Uncle Kai (haha). There were games, magic show and 10 course dinner which ended off with a big club bang :) Although the crowd were shy and quiet at the beginning, the games really showed their sportsmenship and vibrant nature. At the end girls were waving us goodbye while boarding the cab:) i'm glad to be part of the school leaver's grand night and hopefully made it a memorable one for them:)

Band, emcees and a magician:)

Audrey dearie, me and Magician Mathew (i'll remember the 10 finger trick!!;P sneaky fellow)

Belated christmas outings with the STA gang:) Lolita wanna-be right beside me haha. We met at bugis seoul gardens where loads of embarassing things happened, lots of laughter, stealing of food and fake phone calls as an excuse to leave the area... makes me remember my nutty secondary school years ;P

Abi playing with my camera: Stop falling in love with yourself!!

Finally the real professional fireworks pictures by photographer Sean haha. It's beautiful! As compared to my 2 megapixel handphone, the difference is vast. DSRL cam leh, don't play play :/

FYP meetings during the holidays

Before completion of budget plan and scheduling: Sad faces and grumbling tummy

After submission: Rejoice!

Simple fare at Soup Spoon right after the intensive discussion is simply fantastic brain fuel:) With good company and a tickled funny bone-> i'm satisfied:)

My Paper Revamp: Publicity Stunt:)

If you read the news, you'd know mypaper recently revamp it's covers for a newer and fresher look to reach out to large target audience. I was one of the few who was walking along the busy Raffles underground walk way carrying these bill boards, wearing nothing but total black, red tie and red lipstick:) I had to skip school for this! But it was a great experience haha. Lots of reporters filming and taking pictures. There were about 10 groups of us walking along the CBD area publicising and we were specifically told not to speak nor talk to anyone. Alot of public stared and gawked at such a scheme, alot also asked where to get the free papers. Me and Fish felt it was rude to just ignore so we just smiled while the rest of the group wore still faces. Anyway i was happy to be grouped with not so neow members and leaders so the whole experience was great:)

Group 2A, Raffles Exchange:)

Fish! The villan on TV haha he's actually a very jovial guy!!

Ele, Eleanor, Eunice

Gathering at the front of coffee bean, adjusting ties and putting on red lip stick

Bored.... While waiting for the ending act to finish, sitting beside the grass in the hot sun.

Group 2A Raffles Exchange:)

Buy And Throw Away to the Ramen store with little Lu Lu!

I met up with louis at city hall beside peninsula plaza where he waited ages for me to choose my shoes haha he's my best-biatch friend man! considering i called him out at 6pm out of nowhere "hey, wanna hang out? i'm buying shoes" "okay, see you in abit i needa go fixed my hair" heh on top of that he carried my shoe bags and went dinner heh....... so dinner was my treat:)

Amazing fact #1: Where's the water!!

Eunice: The waiter looks familiar

Lu: What? Is he from a Gay club? Go over and say hello!

Amazing fact #2: optical illusions

That woman looks like she's picking her nose with a bread growing out of her cheekbones!

The gorgeous food. Nabeyaki (oh gosh, it's so good)

Honey glazed chicken wings

Cold ramen dish with gonza and tofu

Spicy prawns

The adventures of terrified Little Fruzz Lu on the train with insane laughing eunice hahaha

Back to school!!

Tech class transformed us into carpentress for a day!! we literally had to build our set!

Safety first! puckle up chipmunks!!:)

Measuring exactly wear to saw with right amount of allowance space

Clamp on tight before the wood screws loose and i kill somebody on my first sawing attempt:S

Technician Jeff advice "keep your eye on the saw, hands steady on the wood, be conscious of what you're doing and push with all your might!!"

My first attempt to saw wood! Success!!

Final lighting housing. Alot of work for this small bit!!

The long bus ride home on a very rainy day: accompany sharon to her work place= yogurt treats for free!!

Long Lost Friend Wei Lin, SP, CADC:FOUND! :)

Met up with her last weekend after what seems like a year. It's funny how we stay so near yet we never meet at all but we are still always in touch somehow haha went to orchard and happened to chance upon RP road show! Guess what i saw!

So that's where the photoshot has gone!

Though i saw it on the pamphlets in my school for open house, didn't know they printed it on a poster board till manda baby told me haha! I'm a poster girl!

Lazy sunday afternoon with tempting desserts and good company is bliss:)

Met K.L for lunch on a random day at school.... He's eating but pointing the fork to me:/

Your chicken rice is not nice!

Trying to attempt the musical high flip-kicks along the side of Pod E2

Herbal essense commercial gone wrong

This is what you look like when you trip and fall........make sure no one is around to see this.....

3 weeks of school+awaited long holiday+increasingly stressful school modules = daily goofiness to release stress

Alright! I'm exfoliating!!

Goodnights!:)

2008-01-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

Mummy Love!! Christmas Eve Lunch at Thai Restaurant :)

Christmas was a blast! Thanks for the Gifts! Sleepover, Horrid dog bite:(, morning breakfast at cartel and little miss sunshine laughter:) Followed by christmas gathering at Audrey's house, i was 4 hours late!!! haha Sorry babe, had to rush down from a corporate meeting at hongkong street but at least i made it for the for gift exchange!----> I Am Legend @ AMK Hub with James, Uncle George, JC, Yusof, Zaki was such a mad rush (i managed to reach just on the dot with my 3 free tickets! HOME RUN!)---> Off to meet cheryl and Nadia and dance the night away:)

My room now smells of rose potpurri scent that reminds me that love is near at sight:)

New Year Marathon of events:

31st December 2007---1st Jan 2008

It's 2008 already? Oh man, so fast? 1 year just flew past wham! Bam! This year's count down was much more significant than ever before, or at least i would very positively remember it haha. Went down to esplanade to catch the fireworks! I met Mr photographer Sean Hong (your name is still Hong not HAN! heh) and we had to wait for like 3 hours for the damn fireworks to start at 12!. Good thing they barricated the whole road off fullerton hotel otherwise we'll be jammed packed like sardines. According to him, this year's crowd wasn't so bad. Anyway, i just thank God for the pleasant weather, cooling wind and no rain, fantastic views and gentlemenly company:)... What's wrong with the computer, can't seem to upload pictures. let me try again.....finally!:)

As much as new year's eve was a mad rush of events, meeting 6 different groups of people in a day was kinda cool infact haha.

9am: Woke up for fateful FYP on a new years eve (how dedicated are we:))
3pm: Lunch at causeway, 2 complementary generous scoops of swensons and the loving $30 club Fee:)

(Take care of yourself at camp dearie:))

6-7pm: Rushing home/sleeping on the train/changing and getting ready for the esplanade countdown
8-12pm: Bridge infront of Fullerton and the 3 hour firework wait (I'M EXCITED! I'M ExCitEd, i'm excited.....)
12-1pm: Where is marina mandrain and room 2015 + shots!
2pm-4pm: Double O with drunky cheryl baby, Nadia and friends :)

Thanks for making the roundabout trip to get the ice cream and water amidst the long wait for the fireworks! We had to struggle through the crowd (everyone was jostling like there was no tomorrow, on a new years day!), searching for phone reception while trying to get to marina mandrain to meet my brother. Had a 2 cups of vodka redbull, exchanged greetings and small talk with his friends before Sean sent me to double O after walking what seemed like 10 miles to catch a cab haha! i could still remember running like a madlady waving 2 hands in the air and taking off in my heels.

Bringing in the 2008 with fireworks reassures me this years going to be fruitful, fun, pleasant, vibrant, successful and colorful, just the way i want it:) Life's all about what you want it to be

I've been blessed with fun loving companions and good food recently that ushers in the new year, so that leaves me in "high spirits" and a comfortable belly.

1st Jan 2008

Been out everyday of my life since the start of 2008, Dearie Audrey called me on the 1st Jan while i was still in slumber over at Cheryl baby's house "Hey girl, do you like wanna hang out or something, i'll meet you at PS" ---> oh ok:) Randomness is my style!! haha Had a starbucks and she bought her HUG IS PRICELESS shirt before heading home, taking Singapore funniest photos style on the train. Surprisingly i still had energy for a night jog at bishan park! Perks me up everytime:)

2nd Jan 2008

Happy Birthday Audrey!! We spent this quiet Wednesday morning celebrating her 19th existence just the 2 of us......................................and a couple of ah peks colliding with our breastrokes at Serangoon Swimming complex hahah!

Rushed down to NLB for the intensive FYP proposal finalization where we moved from 7 floor to 5th, to 2nd and got chased off to the basement main borrowing section. Stranded in the midst of a "fish tank" open spaced concept, we 5 goondos finally left the "aquarium" and settled for starbucks (again) at Bugis junction. After intensive discussion and making amendments over and over again, calculating budgets and scheduling milestones; one by one each left to meet up their loved ones. Me and qizhen packed up at 930pm and had dinner at The Soup Spoon. Poor babe had to settle for an exchange of my overly creamy clam chowder while i chomp down her Chicken stock (haha!)

3rd Jan 2008

Finally received all the answers i've been waiting for, (still waiting for that paycheque though:(), schedule for tomorrow is finally settled. Have time to record the happenings while waiting for my brunch to digest before i head for a jog and proceed to school for RP graduate Bash Meeting... Tonight's gonna be happening:)

2007-12-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

Just finished a shot today at dover mrt. SP brings back so many happy memories of the days in DID with the mirth of laughter and joy especially the pain we've been through Cadding, rendering and model making... those were the days:)

Filming sure does take a long long time. 5 whole hours just for 2 footage. Different angles, multiple takes, touch ups etc gosh! Especially consideration of the bad weather, rain and all, good thing we only had to shuffle between two sheltered locations.

Arrived at appointed time slot of 130 yet had to entertain myself with a tour around SP campus while waiting for the film crew to arrive back from their cemetery shot :s.... Daily dosage of vitasoy is great for health and vitality... or so i'd liked to believe...

Finally getting down to business. Since it was a take outdoors, the bus stop was the dressing and make up room. Make up and touch up, loads of foundation and eyebrow shading?! I don't like bushy eyebrows! Filming outdoors is a noisy affair! The director had to make sure the cars and heavy trucks went by before rolling the cameras. But professionals aren't paid for nothing, camera and sound men worked as though adjusting volumes and getting the right reflector degree were a mundane thing. Comparing it with the days of Digital Media Arts classes where we took 4 whole hours just to wire up and take a few shots to perfection, carrying boom mikes, headphones and our DSLR video camera, no easy feat! Hands down-----It comes with experience

Little Miss Fury Bush (sounds wrong) and the make up artist

Lenny and me! poor production coordinator had to run rounds and make sure everything was inplace. Even had to fit in as "cal-le-fare "!

It started to rain just right after we finished and packed up at around 7pm, went to change and the crew headed off to another location. Television broadcast release on the 1st January!

I went to meet Mins and Jolene at Changi Airport to surprise Jolene on her 19th Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONKEY!!! and the surprise was............ME! haha Haven't met her in ages and was so excited to see that girl! 2 years since we last met cos of course transfer and school seperation.

Imagine a quiet airport filled with the scuffling of feet and trolleys towards the departure gates. Slient hugs and waves of goodbye as well as tears of joy upon seeing the missed love ones hung in the air of the stagnant movement within the hustle and bustle of terminal 1...............UNTIL THESE THREE INSANES ARRIVED AT THE VIEWING MALL AND DISRUPTED THE PEACE!!!! i swore the whole area was swamped with our contagious loud laughter while we exchanged salutations, sang a small birthday song, refreshed our memories with up to date informations about ourselves and exchange dirty glances at every pilot that walked by ;x;x Small frames with big hearts of love and joy. I thank God for friends like these.

At the viewing mall: Partners in crime! (Stop licking the lady you 2 numbnuts!)

Science-fiction discovery: What lies inside a kelaidescope (open your eyes and what do you see lalalala haha!! Especially Rihanna's Umbrella, in a club!)

The X-files: Suspicious character alert #1

The X-files #2: Confirm of suspicious character-> Jolene Alien attack!!!

I could never get enough of these two's nonsense! Mins progression with Katong Sebastian and filling me up with DID gossips, Jolene's crazy antics driving me to the brim of insanity! I got to feel once again the noisy train ride home, just the 3 of us, in our own world of girlish laughter and childish inside jokes

Missed them so much I HAD to make the trip all the way from Dover to the airport for this monkey and poor Mins too;p Wondering how she's been, hair grown longer? Has she still been sticking open her mouth like Dory from finding nemo (haha!) those days of crude and manner-less unlady-like banter and chatter from us famous 3 maiden-neers + one more gorilla Eleanor is a wrecket of ding dongs for T1 DID classes. The infamous NumbNuts relives!

2007-12-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Open house was not a blast............ at all......... even though publicity was all over the country and $$ spent on freebies, the attendence was a dismay and the wet weather contributed to the overall mood which reflected the adjectives--> Failure to launch......

The only good thing was the free 1 GB thumbdrive that me, wanning and eileen took great pains to secure. *Wanning, please remind me not to ever be so cheap-S ever again. ;) An embarassing situation forever lodged in our minds we had to run away from the booth to avoid being caught.

Negative-negative-negative-negative-negative-negative these vibes are indescribable and incomprehensive even for myself that i don't want to bother rendering each individual aspect of loathing emotion deep within the core of it's being. Filthy,degenerated and disgust screams from the bottom of my heart.

I've gotten ill, the pesty flu bug has finally caught up with me, and i thought i could outrun it....then we realise you can't run away from many things in life. Make blunders, wrong decisions, say and do the wrong things and we can only turn around, pat ourselves on the back and lick our own bleeding wounds. Pathetic. Sad sorrowful tale of human life.

Baby kind enough to adhere to my cravings of Crystal Jade porridge on monday. Thank you. Being thoughtful means alot to me:) He carried my big balloon all the way from school to my house. Thanks again:) you made me laugh so much in the train with the balloon got into EVERYBODY'S way. Thank you. Told me how much my open house attire looked as though i belong to part of the funeral parlor. Thank You~your gestures makes up for everything. Give me more................

Sliced Fish Congee for the sick and wounded.

Lopsided perspectives are great for hiding real reflections

I woke up with the rest of the remaining flu and a bount of cough i picked up in close contact from a random stranger. Insomnia has knocked on my wee hours for the past week and i find myself living at night and sneaking out to underage parties, gravelling with promiscuous kids and hitting off the wrong note with horny bastards. We all have needs. Moving on.

We should all have neat habits of brushing our teeth. Brush away the previous day's happenings, wash it off with anti-bacterian, spit the loot and start the day refresh. Life's all good again.

2007-12-16T17:10:00.000+08:00

Christmas is leaning near and so many gimmicks of lucky draws, midnight shopping sprees and end of year christmas season discount sales are going on. I think christmas is so commercially overrated no one ever thinks about it's real meaning anymore.

Last friday mom and dad succumbed to the temptations of over-night richness (haha). She signed up for the AMK Hub midnight lucky draw. Me and gabriel had to wait till the cows come home while they participated in the draws. Guess what! We won't absolutely nothing!!! The draw was a good time of 1130pm so we had to catch the last bus home at 1230 after supper. Well anyway, thus was exciting and hilarious how mom and dad were so excited to join in the draw games haha!

I can't wait for christmas eve though! Line of activities awaits the coming of christ jesus! mid night christmas mass followed by sleep over at cheryl dearie's house with the likes of Maryann and Catherine to follow up with the past year's gossips and sharings! It's become our annual tradition:)

Main highlights for that day includes Alvin and the Chipmunks movie at goldclass!! K.L baby has intentions of booking tickets at vivo *extra smiles* the whole room to ourselves, coupled with the cuteness cuddly joy of the 3 chip-a-teers! What not to be liked of this christmas 07?

Chipmunks Lian(3) Bi(2) Lian(3)--> Pardon the hanyu, have yet to install the chinese language bar system, lost it since my computer crash (thanks alot bloated penguin:() *JAMES HONG! PLEASE HELP ME REINSTALL!!!!:)

World news reports: Chipmunks on the go! Have you seen him?

Jon Jon's chipmunk look-alike is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee omg during stage technical class he kept doing the teeth and nose wrinkling just drives me more nuts about chipmunk cuteness i think i'm about to burst! Alvin and the chipmunks! Here i come!

Met up with Adeline dearie yesterday after she returned to Singapore from melbourne to spend the holidays:) Lucky baby! Had lots of laughter chatting and feeding ourselves with information we've missed and secret recipes's fantabulous foodies:)

We shared an extra spicy prawn abrabitta with extra extra chilli sauce because we both love spicy foods! (Hot! I like)My signature marble cheese cake with and oatmeal crisp bottom was just nice for my taste buds. Poor Ade's banana chocolate cake was not to her liking though, she was practically forcing the big portion down her throat!

I DON'T LIKE THIS PIECE OF s***!!

We washed it down with strawberry yogurt shake for me and ice mocca with ice cream for Ade. Satisfied.

After that we went to St james powerhouse for 17 magazine's Queen of Queens! Met up with Cheryl before we headed in:) Tons of people queuing. I was fortunate enough to be on their guest list thanks to Diyana Alan:) I love the atmosphere although it was a tad too small, otherwise it's bar decoration was good. There were make-over and manicure booths, free ice conatos plus free alchohol on the house during the show! The Uni girls were hot! hmmmm sadded i didn't bring along my digi cam and my phone was out of battery! Only managed to snap a few pictures

** boogers we didn't manage to get the goodie bag before we left:(

The competition ended at 10pm before the party began and the dance floor flooded with horny army campers and 17 readers. Cheryl's love love came and she had to spend $4 on locker fee just for my bag! (thanks hon:)) I love her to bits! She practically takes really good care of you when you're drunk, hit on etc etc she's like my second mummy! If age permits i swear she'd tuck me into bed while sleeping over at her house last night haha. She was like especially attentive to make sure i was alright while at the club while i was going high haha. Bestie partie baby! i'll make sure i include you for clubbies! *Double smiles* We left at 130 and headed back to her house and to make up for the locker fee, i grab the tab:) took baths and zonked out straight away after that.

Morning face while awating my turn to the washroom................Utterly pale

randomness

2007-12-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHA i'm watching to Grow with Love on channel 55. Poor actress had to put on 20 pounds just for the show, but she's so cute! All the lovey dovey scenes are making me gleam with laughter and oozing with sweetness within..... ahhhhhh, well, it's great to look at happy couples, brings out the love in you, makes me believe that one day my true love would appear.

Loving images-> release love-dorphins-> feeling of being loved-> happiness-> no more hate-> better attitude-> world peace!

Yea yea, if only this really happened in real life we would be spared from the tragic news channel news Asia reports every morning and reporters would be out of jobs.

I just had my FYP briefing, clever of them to place it just before school term ends, stressing us all up to think of proposal, groupings and selection of supervisors. Before i even get started with the project I'm already stressed and worried, worried of what direction my group is going to take, how to go about doing a large scale event and where to get our contacts from. Looks like the holidays are not much of a break at all! Making us choose our own teams reminds me of the cruelty of life where only the best are sought, and if you dont make the cut or are less popular, nobody wants you. Kinda sad that the world is so pragmatic. No one's going to wait for you, the world keeps spinning, you just gotta always be on your guard and keep chasing the mad rat race to survive. Pessimistic as it sounds, i wonder how many real friends we'll ever have. Okay, i'll just embrace what i have for now and work harder for a better future.

COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-12-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

it's freezing cold in consumers psycology class right now! I'm freezing my ass off as i type and chatter like a chipmunk, shaking and shivering like a leaf and slamming my frozen chopstick fingers against my keyboard. GOD!

Been raining for ages, i hate rain in a tropical country, just want snow, hail and dale! Doesn't help i had a vanilla milkshake while finishing up my ppt on business segments and strategies. (but it's still good yum!)

(checking out phone camera resolution. 168 KB, so much better than the 3.5 KB 6111 phone!)

I miss your jacket and smell, wrapping it round, busking in it's warm embrace feels as though you're hugging me. Wish there were a number to dial for jacket delievery. I should start a business employing pretty girls with a hot bod, dressed with nothing but a warm winter coat to deliver warm hugs and a kiss to lonely males. and the hotline is 613131313 (want me want me want me)Yea! I think i'll earn big bucks albeit a questionable ethical one (:P)

2007-12-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

Recently upgraded my phone to 6120! Delighted! my older 6111 has been cranky for the past 2 months, blank screen and slow response. It's great having the new 3 G phone at such a very good rate of $$0! With a new subscription of a new line or an upgrading of your current plan, you can stand to enjoy the newest generation of mobile phones absolutely free!

This sounds so much like a commercial. (grab while stocks last!)

I had dinner twice today. The feeling is tremendously horrible. I was eating with K.L at causeway, enjoying the crystal jade chicken wings, korean bbq and sharing teh peng with the poor guy. (Raining all night, wet road, skidding bike, hand and kneee injuries with a torn bermudas:( Get well soon!) I came home and mother cooked a bowl of wanton soup! So much for her efforts, i had to gobble the load of slippery dumplings. It tastes so good, but feels so bad. Having a terrible bount of indigestion:(

Talking to louis about spending time with our folks, i think we youngsters don't spend enough time with our parents. It's been more than once since i saw my mother looking lonely and longing for her own children's companion. Guilty like the majority, i used to think hanging out with my folks was uncool because i'm grown up, i should live a life of my own and stop being childish. <- Now that's childish........ Can you imagine?

Celebrations of a new born child!

Cries of joy and hopes are pinned,

money spent to nurture and prim

providing the best foods and development courses

just for a better future to keep up with the rest,

scoldings and beating which hurts them all,

finally independence and long awaited convocation

off to work and a very bright future

20 years have gone by, your life is just about to end

while theirs just begin,

but new thoughts and aspiration

no longer communicating because you're old fashion

"Stop bugging me with herbal soups and tonic drinks"

"Just leave my room, i'll pay you monthly maintence fee"

"don't talk to me i'm concentrating"

"don't buy clothes for me, they don't fit and your taste sucks"

"Don't tell me what to do! I'm an adult now!"

"I don't need your advice!"

"You're irritating, just go away"

Dear son and daugter i just want to say

i'm sorry i bothered, don't mean to be this way

I'm old and ageing, sorry for nagging

i just want to make sure you eat well and still glowing

i can't forget that you're my baby even though you're an adult

20, 40 or 60, you'll still be my dancing child, prancing all about

I don't want to take up too much of your time

i know you're very busy

Just want to say a few words

i love you, you make me a very proud mummy and daddy

Aunties of the world unite

2007-12-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

Dinner was a blast at this new hongkong diner in J8 with K.L. He had hongkong seafood horfun and i had seafood baked rice, portugese curry style. Seafood, seafood and more seafood. He wasn't quite full (that piggy!) so we went to that famous coffee shop around the corner to swallow more fish soup and rojak. We were so full, practically rolled home on the bike. Pleasures of food and fat-full guilt.

Finally found the time to upload pictures stuck in my camera for the longest time. I promised aunty Han i'll dedicate something to her. And for ms poh who wants the pictures during flame awards, enclosed are yours for free grabs. I promise i won't sue you for copy rights infringement. Please get those group photos from your love love:)

Aunties of the world Yes, red rose vacillations! Alvin and the chipmunks

Aunty han's butterfly hickey (really big one indeed)

Havne't had the habit of taking photos and blogging everywhere i go, but i really hope to retain pleasant memories of events and daily happenings, just like a diary, just that here contains more pleasant than teary sadness. i still remember while working in sizzler suntec, i asked my friend whether she recorded happy events or the saddest things in her life in her precious diary, sadily enough, it was the latter. Well, i guess we all deem diaries a place of solace where endless private bitching of bitterness could be spilled without the guilt of anyone else knowing. I seldom take out my "Princess-diva" diaries to read anymore. So, why not record pleasant memories instead? Life is miserable enough as it is. Let's have some self-induced pity and remind ourselves of the little but happy moments we've been through, here in our little lives.

Happy birthdayS!

2007-12-06T22:23:00.001+08:00

Is december a good month of procreation? Soooo many people are borned in the month of december. I've practically wished individuals happy birthdays every single day! Amazing.

Just went for a photoshoot. Hours of grooming and 15 mins of shots just for 2 pictures. Oh my.... Piles and piles of make up on my face that makes me look like a ghost under normal lights! Had 2 looks, but i prefered the latter. Tons of fun though. Shall upload nicer photos when i receive them:)

No Make up Heaviest make up EVER

Christmas is coming, yet another one year has gone by without notice.

Christmas thanksgiving: THANKS FOR THE BLESSINGS AND BOUNTIFUL PROVIDENCE.

New Year's resolution: Better life, eat lesser and lose those fats!

Specially dedicated to Hadi:His best friend, Goldfish

2007-12-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

Recently my best biatch friend Hadi, who sits on my right at Arts Management class, landed himself a best friend Goldfish. As compatible the both of them are, a match made in heaven, every week, Hadi would tell me how great and beautiful Goldfish is and how her lips pout so much it literally drives him nuts! And her eyes are so big, beautiful and sparkling it shines like the moon beam and touches his heart like paradise. hahahah. Love Hadi to bits because without him i don't know what life would be like during lesson, with no one to seek comfort with verbal diarrhoea and stealing his food. Here's a poem specially for him and his Goldfish.

The moment you look into my eyes, i knew you'd be in my team

Afraid of your presence, your almighty sparkling gleem

Those lips, as red as rum red rose

That pout and mourn for love first kiss (i won't give it to you)

Bridge:

Every week i see you, i can't contain my words

To see you speak your mind i tremble, can't wait to strangle you it hurts

Chorus:

So don't mess with me Goldfish! I just want you to leave!

Don't print copies of the same phrase singing I LOVE YOU

When you actually don't mean it PLEASE!

Just walk out the door, don't ever come back

Cos when i see you, just want to give you a smack!

So just go baby

DON'T WANT TO TELL YOU ALREADY!

Award ceremony: Lagger of the century!

2007-12-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

Oh My Goodness..... haha, i left my blog as it is to promote the cosmetics fanatic last season, now that it's died off i shall just finally repost. I still remember the days while selling cosmetics and having lesson, bringing the heavy sample charles and keith bag every tuesday, practically running floors and delivering the orders to and fro while in the middle of meeting 2 and 3. Gosh, tiring yet satisfactory:) Not to mention my pockets stuffed with some extra $$ helps! Thanks all who bought! Much appreciated:)

I really can't imagine the amount of energy youths used to have, while working and juggling studies at the same time, yet many of them still manage to make it to Uni level with a scholarship to complete their masters. Oh my gawd.. kudos to my aunts and relatives with 110% IQ levels, just the right amount of luck plus a hell lotta determination. I think youths these days are way too pampered, me including. My mother always complain that when she was my age, her fingers met scrubbing the floor, washing the laundry and cooking while mine enjoyed the luxury comfort of utmost pampering at the manicures (once in awhile of course) and flexibility at ivory and ebony keyboards since young. I wonder what kids would be subjected to in future, maybe the new generation won't even need fingers to feed themselves, just one click of a button and everything's done. High efficiency level and very scary.

Recently Republic Poly held it's annual Flame Awards ceremony with interntional mafia theme, at the TRCC, now widely publicised by the media with tons of artists and famous faces appearing nonstop in the attempt to promote the newly launched campus. Me, Alvin, Wan ning and Aunty Hannah were incharged of programming side and although alvin was constantly keeping charge of administrative matters at our side, it was such a big fat blast of mess on the actual day itself that i actually forgot to go on stage to receive my award! (oh man) yea, i was making sure EMP were ready and they were playing cat and mouse hunt in between locations so i couldn't find them, when i went back to the theatre only to realise that the category of awards has moved on to the Helicon club. I probably looked like a total sucker strandled in a dark theatre wearing an oversized cheongsam and high heels which made my feet peel thinking to myself "okay, was i supposed to be here just now?" hahah well nevermind, high moment passed, at least i got the award:) Anyway, i just thank God for my hardworking members and so many people who never fail to nag and remind me admist the hectic schedule in between school, projects and external jobs:) Great job and a successful event is as good as a warm bubble bath for my peeling heels!( i want those pictures! Wan ning, ask your love love to send them!)

Botanics Essential

2007-07-06T01:29:00.001+08:00

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**Free packaging services provided for gift wraps of at least 5 items purchased! Buy while stocks last!

Branded goods at cheap prizes!

2007-07-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

For those looking for good quality cosmetics at the cheapest rates in town, here it is! Intro to friends who want to buy as well. There's packaging as well! Check it out!

Branded Cosmetics for Sale!
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人贱人爱

2007-07-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

I woke up with this phrase in my mind... just that the Jian is different. It's amazing how one syllabus could change a total meaning. Beauty of chinese language, and how you can make use of it so subtly to insult and praise at the same time......

Artistic nature

2007-06-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

Some say, it takes a mad man to be an artist. Does it? Or just audience are mad not to understand the sanity of the work.

art? or tart?

2007-06-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

http://www.missizzy.org/

hankering for?

2007-06-19T09:17:00.000+08:00

What we don't have, we desire

What we have, we seldom treasure

What we have, we take for granted

What we don't, is always wanted

Is it that we aren't satisfied easily

Or rather just not noticing those around us carefully....

Performance over

2007-06-10T22:51:00.001+08:00

My artists just finish their final performance which was sooooo great! The beat boxing, tap dancing, R&B moves were just fabulouso! still at my work place packing up. Would upload their videos soon....I just needed to expell my excitment for their great show.... and of course finally end of the job... time to get some rest.

LOVE, LOve, love

2007-06-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

Does all human beings need to live and busk in the essence of LOVE? What defines love? Is infatuation with a good looking homosaphian, account to love?

Some may beg to differ, that there is such a thing as "Love at first sight". But the eye is connected with the human sensivity to aesthetics isn't it not? So won't seeing and loving at first sight, depend hugely on just outer looks? How can it be argued that you love someone, when you don't know their character, virtues and vices?... in short..... what nonsense is that pick up line?

"I fell in love with you, the moment i met you"

How many of you out there agree that human beings are shallow, that looks IS afterall everything.

AY? or NAY? What say you?

Chicken Soup (Force Fed): for the human souls

2007-06-06T10:17:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had one of those days where you were feeling down, unappreciated, unworthy, unseeminglessly walking aimlessly along a cold stretch of road on a hot, sunny, heat stroke-pron sunday?

It was exactly like that on a fateful Sunday afternoon, after my sneaky departure from CTK church. I wasn't feeling myself, depressed and wiping blobs off my poor red nose. So i picked up FALLING LEAVES by Adeline Yen Mah. I guess you could say it's one of those books that makes you feel better, regardless any day of perplexed emotions you were going through. It made me feel better and to a certain degree fortunate, in my existence on earth because each page screamed "your life isn't all that bad afterall.........or is it someone was much worst than yourself?"

**You can purchase this book New York Times Bestseller at any major bookshops for a price of $16.90. Hurry while stocks last!

Ladies and gentlemen of the jury:

Pity of human trepidations?
Or the perversive human nature of Gloat

What Say You

what say you

2007-06-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

Tell, me, ladies and gentlemen of the jury. Is it true that a men feels less while having sex because their members are located hanging outside their bodies while women often feel a sense of lost and torn away because theirs is rooted deep within the core of their inner being and therefore to "pop the cherry" inevitably means to chew off the budding cherry off it's knot ? What say you? (6 marks)

new day of blog

2007-06-02T15:46:00.001+08:00

i just realised how frustrating creating a blog is, to start from scratch without any help nor any prior knowledge. I now believe why those condescending html freaks can be so.....condescending about their gifted brains to understand the main use of html editing. Kudos to them and curses for me! Gotta find someone to aid me in beautifying the contents of my page.... till i figure out how, this page is purely under intensed reconstruction.....